Sorry…

I am sorry for not being sorry… let me start there…

#IForgiveME

Just listen...

Late Night Writing…

Why am I quiet, when all of you are talking… I am here sitting… when all of you are walking… People are selfish as fuck… got me feeling down on my luck, I wish I could move on… but it is hard as ever, and I am I stuck… sitting around my house moping… actually …

#WritingForAFriend Oh, I am still here

“Once upon a time… I loved what seemed like a great guy. He was so solid, well that's how it seemed… and in the beginning he was only a little mean. Just a little bit it was cute. And I didn't love myself really… so I was mute. Yea, can you believe it? I was …

#WritingForAFriend I fucking QUIT…

To all those that I will neglect… From here on out, I will be the absolute least that you can expect… because I am drowning, well, nearly drowning because your bullshit is up to my neck… At this moment I have a choice to make… and that is live for you and kill myself… or… …

finally beautiful…

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder… that’s what they always told me… but I never knew who beheld my beauty... They never showed me… I used to hop from bed to bed hoping a guy would give me the answer… shit definitely didn’t get better after getting diagnosed with cancer…  I didn't feel …

For Me..

My roommate, who also happens to be my ex, didn't come home last night… he took his toothbrush. Probably to brush her juices off… because he always eats it before he has sex. I am somewhere near being over him. Though, I can be honest with myself and admit that him staying out did not …