Why am I quiet, when all of you are talking…
I am here sitting… when all of you are walking…
People are selfish as fuck… got me feeling down on my luck, I wish I could move on… but it is hard as ever, and I am I stuck… sitting around my house moping… actually standing under the ground looking down giving up… wishing that I was okay from not getting any love… wish I didn’t give a shit… when will I love myself enough…
Enough is enough…
I have to change my surroundings… I cannot have half ass love all around me… I am in a pool of fake bitches trying to drown me… I was lost and then I sat there and found me… I was up and they downed me… I had to let it out so I could finally sleep soundly…
Enough is enough…
I have to just disappear… all these false perfectionist… are walking blindly… with a permanent cloud over their heads, why do I want them here? They live their life in fear… content with a blatant truth that no one wants to hear.
Enough was enough dammit!
It was me who deserved more… so it was ME who shut that door… because it is ME I live for.. I have never been more alone… but yet I never had such clarity before…
sometimes the fool in me tries to regret it… but I tell that fool to forget it… I tell myself that my happiness is genuine… and I tell myself to let go…
because the stress will kill me if I let it…
Dom The Blogger 