Maybe pretty in pink… or dashing in blue….
I bet any color would’ve looked great on you…
I feel so useless for not being ready for you…
I feel so foolish for not believing in you…
My third piece of heavens pie…
Forever will I be asking why…
Why couldn’t you come at a better time…
Shit… is there even a better time?
I kept a picture so I can remember what was almost mine..,
I wish people would stop asking, because I will never be fine.
But they will never know… I will forever be lying…
They just wouldn’t even get it…
Say hi to Peaches in heaven… my little almost blessing…
I hope you don’t hate me…
I hope you know how sorry I am that I wasn’t ready…
Forever I will be scarred from waking up feeling you getting ripped out my belly…
Pretty in pink… or dashing in blue…
I never did deserve you…
Did you hear me tell you I’m sorry over and over?
I wish I could’ve heard you…
Nothing is easy… that’s the story of my whole life…
I grab this empty grave of a womb… and it feel like it was stabbed by an old knife…
I sit and look at your sister… and gaze at your brother…
My promise to you is that I won’t make another…
My promise to you is that I will be a better mother…
My lovely baby number never… your place will always be a mystery…
And I will always wonder… what could’ve been…
just know losing you… took a piece of me…
oh Dom my heart breaks for you
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So sorry love
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This is heartbreaking, Warrioress. My heart wants to rush to yours. 💔
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Another tough one. Yet I feel relieved.. sort of
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❤
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