There are so many things left unwritten.
There is so much I haven’t said,
So many emotions neglected,
The time has come to clear my head.
I cry looking at these photos..
Because I remember wishing I was dead, laying in bed hurting
Sobbing and asking God why.
I begged to know why he would desert me…
I questioned if he heard my cries
But I wasn’t ready to say goodbye.
I guess I didn’t really want to die,
I really just wanted the hurt to subside.
Looking back, I have come to realize
That without the suffering I wouldn’t be alive.
I share my story without fear. My dreams are becoming a reality.
My calling in this world is clear
I hope my story makes history.
I hope I make it easier for the next queen to accept her story.
I didn’t fight to be forgotten.
It’s only up from here, I can’t disappear,
Giving up is not an option.
The worst is already conquered
I’m moving forward
At this point there is no stopping..
Photographer : Christian Davis ( https://www.instagram.com/sweet_obsession_films/ )